Tag: Mood
Meet Eva
Hello lovely reader, you may have noticed that I have been away for quite a long while. You are right, I was away, trying to find a balance in life. I ‘almost’ lost my zeal to write out emotions for a while. But I am back now and it feels so good. I hope to keep you interested again. Much love to you. Continue reading Meet Eva
“A Part of Me”
Part of me doesn’t want you Part of me knows I need you Part of me would rather not have you Part of me knows we are destined to be together Part of me says I’m a fool Part of me knows you the best decision I ever made Part of me wants to let go Part of me feels my heart is stuck on you forever Part of me hates the things you do wrong Part of me loves all your imperfections Part of me wants to be left alone Part of me still holds on to you Part … Continue reading “A Part of Me”
“Don’t Treat Me Like A Corpse”
If you think life is unfair I’ll tell you what unfair means If you think the world has turned on you I’ll show you what it means to turn the world over If you believe you don’t get another chance I’ll show you what it means to keep faith If you feel your situation is the worst Let me show you what it feels to be me But, I don’t need your pity I just need a chance to feel human Don’t treat me like a corpse I just need the chance to feel alive I don’t need your tears … Continue reading “Don’t Treat Me Like A Corpse”
“Impression”
To sleep or stay awake? A tough choice to make Each time you creep into my dreams I’m unsure if I wanna sleep some more Or wake up to the reality of you by my side But a dream is all I can wish for with you If holding you so close is a million miles away Can’t sleep nor do I want to stay awake Thoughts of you won’t leave my unrest mind I long to behold the beauty I see in my dreams Long to taste the sweetness inside of you I long to feel the warmth of … Continue reading “Impression”
“Falling”
Cold days Warm embrace Thoughts of you warms the depth of my heart The very first time Seemed like an impossibility How could you ever capture a heart like mine? Who could have thought that one day It will be me falling into you My heart beats so strong Every second of every minute I’m with you My soul seeks your grace Every minute of every hour I’m thinking of you My body longs for you Every hour of every day I’m without you The whole of me feels your presence Each and every day that passes by You have … Continue reading “Falling”
“The Forbidden Fruit”
The sweet-sour taste of pleasure Temptation borne with consequences Yet, so irresistible to avoid Cravings so strong Yet, too risky a chance to take Sacrifices too great to commit Yet, unavoidably acceptable Clear knowledge of the risks Yet, a burning desire hunts you inside Obvious awareness of its consequences Yet, an unending craving for pleasure Bites every corner of your mind All odds glaring right before you But the fears are no limitation to its approval The forbidden fruit…. How can one resist its beauty? If your heart feels no guilt of its pleasure How can one tell of its … Continue reading “The Forbidden Fruit”
“Promises”
Promises…… Debt or death? A sacrifice to make or consequence to face? Firm or frail? Who can tell what the future holds? Bind or prank? What is the motive behind it? Simple or complex? How does it make you feel? Better or worse? Promises…… Speak not of it, if you can’t keep it Accept not the prize, if you can’t pay the price Seek not in revenge, coz it might turn on you Force not in anxiety, coz it might blow up on you Promises….. If you must say it, be sure to mean it If you mean it, be … Continue reading “Promises”
“Inevitable”
Day runs thus far ahead Night yet draws so near Day and night Inevitable chemistry Unforgettable yesterday Unbelievable today Unforeseen tomorrow Yesterday, today & tomorrow Inevitable fantasy A moment in time Minute to go by Rush of the hour Through time & space Inevitable ecstasy Twilight splendor Daylight treasure Moonlight….Sunlight Inevitable intensity A taste of the fruit of pleasure A sight of beauty in nature A sense of purity and urge Inevitable bond Continue reading “Inevitable”
“Waiting For You…”
It’s been several days of loneliness Since you’ve been gone It’s just been me Looking and waiting by my window Hoping you will be home soon It’s a cold world out there And I wonder how you survive through each day Waiting has never been easy But I’ve grown used to doing so with you Living has been so hard without you But I’ve grown so patient to see you back home Standing by the window has not been any fun But I’ve grown so fond of standing by That I jump at every movement outside my window And its … Continue reading “Waiting For You…”
“No More!”
I’m awake to my fears Yet another day and he’s up with a silly frown Each day now comes with its own bitterness I’m scared to fall asleep from the stress Coz they never go away anyway Even more afraid to wake up to the tears Coz they won’t stop rolling down How did we come to this? I ask myself, again and again I remember the start of this journey It felt as though I was making heaven on earth The future was all I dreamed at the time And in the blink of an eye It’s all blows … Continue reading “No More!”
“Long Walk To Paradise”
The first time I met you Was the first time I felt you You were my light in the darkest hour Yet, the darkness never really got away You were my comfort in times of sorrow Yet, the sorrows never really went away You became my confidant in little moments of loneliness Yet, I never really understood why my lonely days increased in numbers You were the life I longed to have Yet, I felt more, the dead than the living You were my one good reason to keep the journey going Yet, the journey never really reached a destination … Continue reading “Long Walk To Paradise”
“Waiting Ship”
The wait is long In this waiting ship Hope & impatience Waging war in my mind How long must I sail in this ship of no destination? How long do I have to sit and wonder? Like an old maid waiting on her master’s orders For how long must I have to watch time pass by me The weight on my shoulders The pain in my heart The ache in my back My tired feet To jump & drown Or to remain here & wonder Very little options to choose from My whole body’s grown weary Yet, I sit in … Continue reading “Waiting Ship”
“Sweetness”
In the wake of dawn I’m aroused by the smell of your fragrance In the blink of an eye I’m amazed by the feel of your presence Nourished by the taste of your sweetness Captured by the strength of your hold My heart seeks no other But you, my one real weakness Sink in me till my heart feels an eternity Breeze in me till your thoughts consumes me like a dream Sooth my troubled mind till I lose track of the days ahead of me Sweetness Goodness kindness Peacefulness Forgiveness All I feel All I truly desire All I … Continue reading “Sweetness”
“Bleeding Heart”
How long? Do I have to hold on to this heart of mine, in my hand With no one to relieve me off this burden To what length? Do I have to keep this going Before I completely fall into a despair How many times? Do I have to keep saying the same things Until I eventually grow out of words to say How much? Do I have to bleed Before I’m rescued from these shackles around my heart I just may put my heart back, where it belongs Or throw it away completely So I don’t have to go … Continue reading “Bleeding Heart”
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