As I journey through my darkest hour……
In my deepest despair; I search the world……
Hoping to find an answer to my pathway…….
It’s like everyone cares less, about me……..
No one sees me human.
I cross the road, to walk through countless streets……..
I feel as though I’m invisible to the world…….
No one really cares if I would survive the next hour or not…….
My heart feels the pain of rejection…….
My soul is lost within me…….
I search, but it feels like a decade away from me……
In my confusion, I cry out, like a child in pain……
Who cared to come to my rescue? Nobody!
If today is my last, I wish it’ll come faster……..
This pain is just too real.
I walk a mile, asking for a heart that truly cared, at every stop…….
But they keep running farther away from me……..
Am I crazy? Do I stink that bad?
Maybe I do, I ask myself over and over again.
I see them looking so beautiful; they don’t look like me at all…….
Everyone seem to be full of joy, but me……..
I reach out for help, but they won’t even wait to hear me speak, before they leave me……
Why am I being condemned this much?
Do they think I am not worthy of another chance?
What makes them think they are better than I am?
I also would like to share in the laughter too.
No, I am not crazy! I’m just a lost soul, looking to find it’s way back home.
“Everyone deserves another chance in life; and any one of us can come across such a lost soul, looking to find his/her way back home. Be the reason for another person’s testimony; not today; not tomorrow; but as a habit for everyday.”
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